No matter what if you really want me to feel special u cal. but i have noticed lately you have changed a lot. my love 4 u, feelings of being, concern, carin, wantin 2 b wit u, talking, everything has faded. I cant be the same with you anymore. its over

It would seem the above quote is a message from a girl to her boyfriend who is fed up with their relationship due to the guys uncaring attitude. But in fact its not. Its a message that i got from one of my close friends who happens to be a girl when i was not able to call her yesterday. We are very close indeed. But when people start getting obsessed with individuals; this is what happens. The above message would have been appropriate if it was sent by my girlfriend. But strangely it came from my friend. I am not saying i don’t care about her. I do. She is very close to me. But like in any relationship its necessary to draw a line where friendship ends and where intimate relations and great expectations begin.

I do not know what people expect out of me. I do not understand the reason behind their expectations. I cant understand the reason behind such a strong worded message. Was it just because i was not able to talk to her yesterday? Or is it something else.
Relationships in my life are getting pretty difficult. I am having difficult time with almost everyone in my life. I wonder if its me who is to be blamed. So many people cant be wrong. Or is it that no one cares enough to understand my point of view? I am not a loner. I do have lots of friends. I like to socialize and i do whenever i get a chance to ( usually every evening!). I have close friends like the girl above who love me; and i love her too (as a friend). I have a girlfriend who is concerned about me. Then why is it that i am not able to make them understand my point of view. May be i should stop my personal ramblings here. But i am sure there are people out there like me who want to be understood.